Studying suicide notes- English/Pyschology?

yes ok , but for an essay think you should choose other topic ,as you said still at school to painful emotive subject for you to understand and don't think your old enough to understand either the motivations or implications of your topic , sorry perhaps you are mature enough but find the topic hard to discuss having been at receiving end of this topic , leave till bit older please no one understands why , suicide notes never really explain choose other topic